Well, this happened again. I woke up early in the morning to a lot of pains in my legs and my feet. I am getting tired of not getting the full night sleep that I need to mend. But, I am working on a new resolve. I am so tired of feeling like a whimpy, lack-sa-daisy woman. This journey feels so long, but now, it has just hit me! I am angry! I am angry at myself for feeling so helpless and so bewildered. This is a different path for me and a different way of living. I need to lean on others to help me but to understand that I am not a "young woman" anymore; I am working into a season of my life that requires me to live relentlessly on my skills and abilities but not on my physical strength as I used to. I am a whole, beautiful woman and the treatments that I am working on are just a way to ensure that I continue with that.
I am pressing on. I am pushing on. I am a juggernaut!
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