Well, I did it. But, wow, not I have a huge responsibility to continue to share and press on. We all expect to be vulnerable at times but this is a little overwhelming. I try very carefully to word things well and concisely. Today, I shared with my Pastor the history of my rape. Being examined by so many doctors and feeling "exposed" has left me with feelings that I did not want to surface. I have always been willing to address this but now, the emotions are coming forward and they cannot be suppressed. It is not good to suppress these emotions. For a healthy recovery, I am eager to discuss anything. I will have more days of crying ahead and to be expected. The feelings of insecurity are going to surface and to be quite overwhelming. It will be ok. I know that it will. Pressing on.
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