Insomnia

Well, I cannot sleep right now. I am experiencing insomnia from the steroids that were given to me for the procedure. First I was cold and could not get warm, so I got up, got my jacket, pants and socks and crawled back under my comforters. Of course, turned the heat up some and then fell asleep for a couple of hours.

I was on the phone earlier this evening and had a meltdown. Oh, I am getting tired of all this crap. "how are you doing"? How the bleep do you think I am doing. Dealing with cancer, chemo, a 14 year old, my Aunt passing away, working like a dog, have to keep the house clean, smiling and making it look good for those who are in denial about what is going on--arg! How am I supposed to be feeling. Have I mentioned that this just sucks?!!?!!

It never ceases to astound me.

Pressing on. Pushing on. Peeving more people on!