This morning G came and brought his clippers and took care of my hair. It was something that I did need to have done because I was watching my hair come out and I had not control of it. I was able to pull it out myself and watching it like a torture trick was harder than I wanted to say. By shaving it, I have the control of it now. Sure there will be some things that will not be the same, but I have a bunch of stress off my shoulders. I had also showed everyone at the clinic my new look and I got a lot of encouragement from that. Now, my close circle of friends. I went over to T's house and she was very amazed. She was supportive. We shall see how things will be otherwise for work and for church. My boss is away from work on vacation and I wonder how things are going to be when she sees me with no hair.
I had shown Dr. B and he was happy with this as well. It is good that there are many receptive persons in this. I feel like I am walking on egg shells for some people. I know that there are many that cannot handle this and I have to choose my battles. I have to toughen up a little to be sure that some people's reactions are not going to bother me. I cannot help it. I feel like I am chartering in some rocky waters again and I need to be very prepared for the journey.
Pressing on. Pushing on. Chartering on.
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