Today, I will be heading for the clinic for Chemo #3. This week has been especially difficult on me. As I head for more treatments, I have been experiencing more emotional peaks and valleys. I am becoming more familiar with the course of treatment, and I have more preparation for what is to come. This past weekend too, was full of anticipation of meeting up with someone that has been speaking horrible gossip about me around the church. When I had heard this viciousness, I was ready to physically create harm and to establish what kind of gossip was going to be acceptable. NONE!
Now, today is the day and Sunday is on the way. I will be bringing a DVD with me to treatment and will be doing my best to relax and to just put my feet up and prepare for completing homework and getting other paperwork ready for the clinic. I am tried and very tried in all of this. I have had my energy zapped more this past treatment. However, that was completely unexpected. I had had a house guest that did not want to leave. This was more angering and frustrating. I wanted to actually MOAB this person! Can you imagine that!?!
As I work to get things done, I pray that they can all be completed for the weekend. I will be taking Friday off from work and then back to work on Saturday and am planning to get everything done for my next set of homework. I am tired and very frustrated that I cannot get things completed on-time for what I want.
Pressing on. Pushing on. Working on.
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