Of all the things that has been bothering me the most is the lack of energy that I have been experiencing. I have quite a bit of energy right now but the amount that is not there is really bothering me. As I walk around my place, I am doing what I feel is like the "chemo shuffle". I have already had to work and this has been so tiring to me. I am looking forward to some very needed quiet time. I have been working in my apartment to get things clean and everything around me is bothering me. This is just crazy because the spots on the floor are bothering me. I am starting to fixate on the stuff that cannot be done and it is really bothering me. Not too funny for my liking.
But, for the most part, I am eating fine and am getting more energy. I hate this lack of energy. I am looking forward to some coffee as well. Without the coffee, I know that this is really effecting my energy level. My coffee is a normal part of my day and without it, I am having a great difficulty. But, come next week, I will be having a cup of coffee and it will be fullfilling in ways that a cup of coffee should be.
I have to get focused on many things though. While I have some special time, I need to get focused and I am battling in this time. I need to focus much better and get things prioritized. Help me LORD!
Pushing on. Pressing on. Focusing on.
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