Well, today was an exciting day. Actually, this weekend has been an incredible weekend. I have spent some time trying to get homework done and I have been horribly inefficient in getting it done. But, I have been praying and trying to get things calmed more. This has been more promising than anything else. I have had so many long days that I have not been able to get everything completed on time. I have purchased more music and have been able to load that to my MP3 player. It is exciting!
I have noticed that I am starting to get caught up with some things. I have been the worst in trying to accomplish my long list of things. Despite it all, I am the only person to get things done. This past week, I have actually worked all three of my jobs and gotten some things completed. The apartment is looking a little cleaner--I really hate being that far behind. Since the dishwasher is broken, washing dishes by hand is a pain. I have to stand at the sink and use up good energy. But! I know that it is what I need to do to get my energy. Oddly enough!
I am working more on my dojo. I need to continue to workout to get rid of some of my energies. I do not care to have a loss of energy, but in the same regard, I need to workout to get the energy. This can be fun! I will be working on these things. The energy that I get from my anger will help me quite a bit. I am needing to get this channeled.
Chemo is coming up this week and the peace that I have before it has been curiously suspicious. We shall see. Dr. B will be out of town and I will have Dr. R in his stead. It is going to be very interesting.
Pressing on. Pushing on. Moving on.
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