No matter what, I do realize that life continues regardless how tired I am. I know that being tired is really part of this every day life, but there are times that I am just more tired than what I would like to be. This week has been incredibly exhausting. I have been to court this week for my kiddo. Yes, and to boot, I have had to put paperwork aside for the entire ordeal. I am getting to the point of getting caught up, but this is rediculous. I am having to put all of my stuff on hold for the issues at hand. My kiddo is taking up a lot of my time. For some reason, she seems to think that smoking marijuana is not wrong. For some reason, there are people out there that believe that smoking marijuana is fine and should not be considered to be sanctionable. First of all, the persons smoking it do not find anything wrong with their behavior because they cannot see the difference in their behavior. Secondly, any behavior can be rationalized away as ok. But, it is not ok. Long term effects are very serious and things should be reconsidered when it comes to it all.
I have been working diligently to keep all of my records straight and to keep my information up to date. This can be a pain in the rump. I am working to make sure that my office is cleaner and my papers are not piling up. This has been one ordeal that keeps me frustrated most of the time. I try diligently to keep my papers organized. One thing about my cancer walk is the incredible amount of mail and information that I must keep track. Since chemo, my memory is slightly changed and I need to stay focused on some things more diligently. I do have to say, though, that this is just slight. Having to be this tired makes a huge difference as well. I work doing so much and try to keep things organized. It is very much so a pain in the rump. Really, a huge pain in the rump. But, I am making it. At least, I feel that I am making it. I look back and cannot believe just how much I have been through and am working feverishly on getting it all done and complete. Staying organized is such an incredible challenge at times. Being a single parent going through these things has been so incredibly challenging. I have so much that needs to be done for me and then for her. I am amazed at just how much I have gotten completed.
But, one important thing that I am looking forward to is getting my insurance back again. I need to get to some medical appointments and looking foward to getting some more information. This information will give me some peace of mind. I look forward to more prayer as well. This has been very important to me. I am looking forward to one of the most exciting things this year as well--the Susan G Koman 3 day! It is 60 miles in 3 days. I can do this. But, in order for me to do that, I must condition myself and train. I am looking forward to that. Not many know that I want to do this and I want to train for it. I have to register for it and get the money ready for the whole thing. I am excited and eager to complete this. This event will be held in Seattle and I will need to be ready, of course. I hope that more will be willing to train with me. It will be exciting and quite exhilerating.
Looking forward. Pushing on. Pressing in.
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