Things are moving along. I have been getting return phone calls for the upcoming treatment. This is very frustrating. I have to keep myself at even-keel. There are so many things that are pulling at me and I have to keep them just right. I am tired and things are not going to resolve any time soon. I know that I have to address the issue of so many examinations. I don't like that. Having to unzip to display the breast really has been getting to me. I have to compensate with humor and just a rough exterior. I am getting frustrated at that. Sometimes I wish that I could be knocked out for the examination. I am so embarrassed at this. I know that the docs have seen more breasts than I can say and that this is just a matter of ordinary for them. This is not just a matter or ordinary for me.
I must be very careful of how I compensate for all of this. Prayer, conversation and compassion is what I have been seeking. Wow!
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