I must say that after this long year of dealing with all that I have had to with respect to chemo and Breast Cancer are the migraines. I have had more than I would like to say and the outcomes to migraines are just more than what I would like to say. This morning, I woke up dizzy and not feeling very well. I have been looking forward to feeling much better for some time. Honestly, I think that I have a migraine all the time. If I concentrate on it enough, I can get the migraine to hit hard. I have been working hard to concentrate through the migraine. But, yesterday and today have been very interesting. Yesterday, I had to go to the tire shop and have my rig looked at. The smells of the tires and the store really bothered me. I believe it triggered my feelings for the morning. Too, the stress and worry about things has gotten to me. Then I took the rig in for repairs and the smells were overwhelming. But, I had to concentrate on the matters at hand. I hate the overwhelming smells all around me.
I look forward. Next week, I will have some bloodwork that needs to be gotten done. This bloodwork will determine what type of hormones to take for the treatment. I have to say that the past month of no medications has been nice. I have had the worst hot flashes ever, but that is the way it goes. I sweat all the time and from day to day, I have no idea what migraine may hit or how I might be feeling. When I get a hot flash, I get nausous. That is the pits. I am always sweating and my hair is always wet. But, one good thing about having very short hair is that it drys very quickly. Something to be said for the positive. When will all of this be over? I hope soon. But in the meantime, I am giong to be enjoying things and be looking forward to fun events. I am looking forward to this month being done and looking forward to making more yarn projects and the like. I have a new impetus. I pray that this new impetus will be favorable and exciting. It is time to get the school work back in the works.
Pushing on. Pressing in. Moving along.
